vampire

Vampire Girl

Lower and lower went her head as the lips went below the range of my mouth and chin and seemed to fasten on my throat. Then she paused, and I could hear the churning sound of her tongue as it licked her teeth and lips, and I could feel the […]

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Finding your thrill

Finding your Thrill

“You live by what you thrill to, and there’s the end of it.”― D.H. Lawrence   I am happy to have found the thing that I thrill to. I don’t necessarily think that means the end to it for me, or really there would be no blog, but we are […]

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What is a scene?

So tell me, what is a scene?

I was asked some time ago what a scene was. The question came via a comment on my blog and the commenter said she had searched my blog for more information or some sort of definition.  I promised at the time that a post would follow but here I am, […]

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Moments in Time

These moments in time

I think that one of the important things I have applied to my relationship with HL is about moments. I came to realise that a lot of what was positive in a relationship came from taking those little thoughts that I have, the random flashes, and committing to making them […]

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passion is energy

Passion is Energy

“Passion is energy.  Feel the power that comes from focusing on what excites you.” – Oprah Winfrey I am just about to start a couple of weeks off work and am hoping that passion and energy will be two of the things to come from the break.  We are also […]

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anal

Anal – A slow and careful undoing

I have written a lot about anal and wondered if I still had anything to say on the matter. But when I thought about it, I can see how much this is an area which has grown in significance as part of our D/s.  Looking back now at how far […]

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Watched

Jed was a watcher. He watched all day and he was damn good at it. It was his job, after all.  Sometimes he got carried away though and that was what had happened at The Unit. They had told him to switch the cameras off, but that had just piqued […]

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mosaic

Mosaic

“We are mosaics. Pieces of light, love, history, stars… Glued together with magic and music and words.” Anita Krizzan I wrote a post earlier in the week, Consent and me too: not saying no doesn’t mean yes.  Although I was writing about things from the past which were negative, I had […]

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He wanted Red

He wanted red

Red. He wanted red. Ready in red. Kneeling down, bum on heels, Legs apart. Further apart. Stop. No, further again. Too much? No, not too much. Carefully. Both the same. Perfect. Breathe. Remember to breathe. Back straight. Don’t slouch. Breathe. Calm. Breathe again. Waiting. Chin down, eyes cast low. Don’t […]

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Bright Yellow Flowers

Bright Yellow Flowers

We had driven past the field of bright yellow flowers a few weeks previously and, he had commented then, that it would be a good place to play.  I had asked what he meant and he replied that he had always wanted to chase me, naked, through a field of […]

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Polka Dot Knickers

Polka Dot Knickers

“There is never a wrong time for a polka dot.” — Marc Jacobs Back during the holidays, HL asked me to take an underwear selfie each day, as he often left for work before I was dressed.  It was a long holiday and a lot of images and I hadn’t […]

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A life of pleasure (Part 1)

She ushered the car which came for her away, choosing instead to walk to The Citadel. She knew she was lucky, such luxuries as vehicle transportation were not afforded to most, but then she wasn’t part of the masses and hadn’t been for some time. She didn’t really know whether […]

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Imagine

Everything you can imagine is real

“Everything you can imagine is real” Pablo Picasso She imagined herself on holiday. Somewhere quiet where nobody knew them. She had thought of that when she bought the dress. I wasn’t fancy of course, that would be too obvious; it was enough to draw attention without being indecent, she felt. […]

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dearg-due lady in red

Dearg-due – lady in red

He knew when he first saw her that she was different to the others. She was stunning and there was something about her which seemed almost of a different world. She was certainly beautiful but not in the traditional way. Her hair was so dark and her skin so pale […]

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A weight on my shoulders

“She made broken look beautiful and strong look invincible. She walked with the Universe on her shoulders and made it look like a pair of wings.” ― Ariana Dancu Recently I have felt that I have a lot on my shoulders; I feel that they are supporting not only my own […]

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skin

Within my second skin

I am yours and you are mine.  Skin to skin you take me: slowly, surely, completely. I give you everything I have, and all that I am, and then I give a little more. A little more that even I didn’t know was there. I am the same, but altered: […]

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Svakom Siren – Toy Review

A little while ago I was contacted by a representative from a company called Svakom and asked if I would be prepared to review one of their vibrators, the Siren.  I hadn’t heard of Siren or of Svakom so I went on to have a look. I have to say […]

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Pink Slip

Pink is an attitude

“Pink isn’t just a color it’s an Attitude too!” ― Miley Cyrus She paused at the door a moment, waiting for them to look up and notice that she was there.  It was one of those moments where the chatter of the voices reduces almost imperceptibly, and then suddenly there is […]

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Friends

I get by with a little help from my friends

I have always enjoyed having friends in the real world and for a time, when I was unhappy in my former marriage, friendships were what I focussed on and what kept me going. I was a bit of a party girl, hosting events and organising get togethers and dinners whenever […]

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In the bedroom

Go up to the bedroom. Put on a pair of black knickers and lie on your front on the bed and wait for me. I do as I am told, getting up quickly and leaving the room. My head is in the right place and I want this but I […]

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