Happy 2018

  I feel at home here. It is odd to have an online journal of sorts.  I have never really been the sort for that but that is what it seems has happened to me here. That I see this as a community that I am part of is a lot to do with it […]

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The painful truth

I have written about pain before and in my post Pleasure from Pain looked at the relationship between the two and how that works for me. I still feel that there is a very close link between them for me but lately I have come to feel that my response to each is a lot to do […]

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Electro-play

The theme for HisLordship’s advent gift to me on the 17th, was ‘Christmas Lights’. He bought an electro-play kit a little while ago and we had never had the chance to use it. His idea was to ‘light me up’ for Christmas. I was pretty excited at the thought of this, although the timing was hard […]

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Absence

Firstly I would like to wish everyone the very best for the season. Secondly I would like to apologise for my absence. I think that my last post was 12 days ago: unheard of for me. A huge part of this has been to do with the demands of one of the busiest times of […]

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The 9th & 10th – Better Together

I think it is safe to say that yesterday I had a bit of a crash. It had been building I suppose and due to a combination of factors, it all just fell apart. It wasn’t that I didn’t see it coming but because HisLordship is away, there wasn’t the same ability to communicate and […]

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