This is my number 14. As Sir is travelling home today, I wanted him to have something to read. I have long since promised to write out one of my fantasies for him. This is one we have talked about at the later stage so I thought that I would set the scene as it is in my head, as it has not been something that I have expanded on for him much before.
She is excited about being with Him again. Excited but nervous. She has to be perfect. Perfect for Him. She can still remember the last time and the thought makes her skin burn for Him. It was all so perfect. So beautiful. His slave girl. It is what she has longed for and lived for; it is what she is. At just the right time, the door opens and they come to take her through. She knows from the last time that the preparation will take a long time but it is part of the process and it cannot be any other way. Continue reading
I worry that after my meltdown the other day, HisLordship has tried to make his tasks easy on me. For the 11th I received a link to some piano music and Sir wanted me to play it and think about the time we have spent together in Italy. He wanted me to look at pictures of it too. We LOVE Italy. Everything about it makes it a favourite for us and we have been there quite a bit. We have taken the family, and had some great family holidays, but have also had some amazing trips where it has just been the two of us and we could enjoy each other, the food, the wine, the culture and the romance. It would be hard to choose a favourite town or city as they are so varied from the narrow winding streets of the Tuscan hilltop towns to the hustle, bustle and sites of cities such as Rome, but we really have had some of the best times there together. Continue reading
I think it is safe to say that yesterday I had a bit of a crash. It had been building I suppose and due to a combination of factors, it all just fell apart. It wasn’t that I didn’t see it coming but because HisLordship is away, there wasn’t the same ability to communicate and manage it. This time of year is always crazy at work and he will see it take its toll and put things into place to catch me as I fall usually. The result of this is more of a lean than a complete crash as he is there and has my back. The past week at work has been no exception and just to make things worse, during the two weeks that he is away, I have three extra parent’s evenings to attend as well. Continue reading
My instruction for today:
On the 7th day your Dom gave to you: on a very busy day for Missy, the gift of time. When you go to bed tonight I want you to lay in bed naked and lightly touch yourself, as you do. I want you to take the time to relax and think of me, not work and keep doing that until you fall asleep. Relax and form a picture of us together. Let me know how that goes.
Have a good day Baby girl. Xx
I am actually part way through this (gives a whole new meaning to ‘touch typing’!) In thinking about Sir I have gone back to the beginning. To be honest today has been hard. Initially I was caught up in the focus of the tasks and was feeling really connected but as the week has gone on and we have had to make do with a few texts per day and some brief conversations on the site, it has been hard to keep feeling strong. Continue reading
I love this song and sent it to HisLordship this morning to let him know how I am feeling being apart from him. I like Snow Patrol anyway and have listened to them since I bought their first album back in 1998. ‘Set the Fire to the Third Bar’ is from their ‘Eyes Open’ album from 2006 and I have always found it really haunting. The words fit how I feel to be apart from Sir and convey the intensity of a relationship and a connection like the one we have. I feel that although we are separated by the physical miles, we are still intimate emotionally, so it is as though he is with me whenever I choose to drift inside myself and allow myself to get lost in him. Continue reading
Today I received details of the gift for today:
On the 5th day of our advent – Santa always needs a list to help the elves. I would like you to make a list of the sexual things your Dom could give you for Xmas. Start with the ones that you really like. Don’t make the list too long. Santa doesn’t like greedy girls!!
Well this really does sound like the gift that keeps on giving!!! I haven’t put them in order as I would love any of them and I trust Santa as I do HisLordship and am sure that together they will decide which I really deserve. Continue reading
Sir’s instructions for the 3rd were sent by message that morning:
Santa’s Sack of Goodies (Part 1). Before your bedtime today I want you to review all of your underwear. On the bed I want you to arrange the top 5 sets or singles of underwear you wear that you feel sexy in. Either because you like them or you think I like them which makes you feel sexy. I also want pictures of them on the bed displayed together in order of preference to you. I do this because I want to know what goes on in your head and your knickers.
Initially I wasn’t sure how I would find the task but actually it was quite fun – and proved to me that I am in need of MORE sexy underwear. I don’t think a girl can have enough. I looked through the things in my small drawer and made my selection. Next I arranged them on the bed and took a picture of the collection. Then I sent an individual picture of each with an explanation underneath. Continue reading