Happy 2018

  I feel at home here. It is odd to have an online journal of sorts.  I have never really been the sort for that but that is what it seems has happened to me here. That I see this as a community that I am part of is a […]

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The painful truth

I have written about pain before and in my post Pleasure from Pain looked at the relationship between the two and how that works for me. I still feel that there is a very close link between them for me but lately I have come to feel that my response to each […]

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Electro-play

The theme for HisLordship’s advent gift to me on the 17th, was ‘Christmas Lights’. He bought an electro-play kit a little while ago and we had never had the chance to use it. His idea was to ‘light me up’ for Christmas. I was pretty excited at the thought of this, […]

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Absence

Firstly I would like to wish everyone the very best for the season. Secondly I would like to apologise for my absence. I think that my last post was 12 days ago: unheard of for me. A huge part of this has been to do with the demands of one […]

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Arabian Nights – A Fantasy for Sir

  This is my number 14. As Sir is travelling home today, I wanted him to have something to read. I have long since promised to write out one of my fantasies for him. This is one we have talked about at the later stage so I thought that I […]

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The 9th & 10th – Better Together

I think it is safe to say that yesterday I had a bit of a crash. It had been building I suppose and due to a combination of factors, it all just fell apart. It wasn’t that I didn’t see it coming but because HisLordship is away, there wasn’t the […]

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No 7 and No 8 – the gifts of time

My instruction for today: On the 7th day your Dom gave to you: on a very busy day for Missy, the gift of time. When you go to bed tonight I want you to lay in bed naked and lightly touch yourself, as you do. I want you to take […]

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No. 6 – missing you

I love this song and sent it to HisLordship this morning to let him know how I am feeling being apart from him. I like Snow Patrol anyway and have listened to them since I bought their first album back in 1998.  ‘Set the Fire to the Third Bar’ is […]

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It's the 5th – Christmas List

Today I received details of the gift for today: On the 5th day of our advent – Santa always needs a list to help the elves. I would like you to make a list of the sexual things your Dom could give you for Xmas. Start with the ones that […]

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No 3 leads No 4

Sir’s instructions for the 3rd were sent by message that morning: Santa’s Sack of Goodies (Part 1).  Before your bedtime today I want you to review all of your underwear. On the bed I want you to arrange the top 5 sets or singles of underwear you wear that you […]

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A fun No.1 and a naked No.2

This morning HisLordship left to work overseas again and he won’t be back until the 15th December. We have had a bit of a run of him working away and have tried to do things to keep the close connection we have between us. It has been a challenge though […]

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